Sunshine in FEAR!

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(Finding Exciting Achievements Repeatedly)

Life for many of us, moves at such a fast pace! We roll along with it until we encounter an event or an experience that leaves an imprint of fear upon our hearts and minds, forcing us to stop and genuinely feel fear.

Depending on our circumstances, we might push it away and hope we can bravely march on in life.  Yet, still in the quiet recesses of our minds, we find ourselves revisiting that suppressed fear. Perhaps subconsciously, and then consciously; attempting to understand it. Exploring it cautiously, while endeavoring to examine whether it’s real.

Questions arise, and we are soon compelled to determine a plan of action. Can the fear just be buried again? How soon will it resurface? Is it visible or hidden from view of others? Once it does reemerge, can we be brave enough to break it down and work on it? These are the concerns each of us face.

When I was a young teenager, I had a harrowing experience.  I was riding my bicycle and met head on with a city bus.  Needless to say, the bus won that standoff and I flew in another direction.  After spending months healing, I had to find the courage to step up and face my new fears.  I had always loved cycling and never before had any issues with buses.  Suddenly, I found myself anxious whenever I was near a bus, and hesitant to ride my bike.  Fear had immobilized me!  I had to choose to move forward and get back on my bike.

Today I am choosing to face a fear of mine – to write. To be bold enough to strike out in the blog world and to share my (inner and outer) thoughts publicly.  To silence those feelings of inadequacy, to no longer allow them to create doubt within me.  To abandon comparisons of others and to truly begin to explore life’s overflowing bounties.   To enlarge upon the things in life that create sunshine in my soul.  My hope is to share what I find invigorating and perhaps to have that resonate in you, the reader. So as I’m using my fear to Find Exciting Achievements Repeatedly, come along for the ride if you wish!

 

14 thoughts on “Sunshine in FEAR!

  1. You are amazing My friend ….. And a great example to me… And yes you are sunshine even on the cloudy days.
    Way to go stepping out and doing a hard thing. And you did a fabulous job.
    Looking forward to reading more.

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  2. The sun always shines here in Vegas, so you must mean ‘let it shine in your heart’. I am so happy for you & your new venture. Remember that FEAR is only ‘false evidence appearing real’, that’s all. We look forward to much from your blog. I am still quite teachable. Love Mom xoooooo

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  3. Way to go lady!! I loved the bus analogy and the courage it takes to step out. Great start to a good venture that will help all of us you’re terrific

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